The Eye That Has Seen Hell

I'm sleep deprived and depressed again... figures it had to happen right before school starts today. - 6:39 AM right now -

Skip this rant if you want. You've been warned.

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I kept thinking of this story in my head, the main characters telling me everything and I can't write it down fast enough for them (No, I'm not crazy. It's just an expression.), and my own personal life clashing with my ideas.
I can't sleep. I can't focus. My brain feels so full and tired that I feel like it'll burst at any moment. I just wish for all of my problems to vanish so I can get on with my life - things are hard enough as is without people throwing roadblocks in my way. I have so many things I want to accomplish, but the world seems hellbent on making me depressed. *sighs* I just don't know anything anymore... and I don't know what to do to fix something that I didn't break.
I've been called a liar and a cheat, a terrible person, someone that doesn't deserve a thing she has. It makes me feel like everything I've worked towards was for nothing, just a lie I kept telling myself over and over again until I believed it was true. "You'll be okay, everything will be okay. You just need to work harder. You don't get it now, but it'll make sense later." But it still doesn't make sense to me. And now I don't even want to face the world.

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End rant - I have a headache.

These eyes... the eyes that have seen hell.

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